Sorry for tis late entry... It was supposed to b posted on 21 Febuary. Tts the day i asked her for us to b tgether which is still going on until nw... 2 yrs already... i hope we cn get until the day we marry... i noe im tinking big but i reli wan to b wif my syng....

k i tel u, tis is wat happen from the day i got to noe she loves me and i love her until tis 2 yrs anniversary...

first i got to noe her during madrasah since sec 2 i tink. but i didnt reli tok to her until sec 3... in sec 3 i strted msging heruntil late nights... but tt time i was already msging another girl "serena". one day, some1 checked my phone and saw msges from fazlin and serena. so tt guy asked me did i like either of them... i said no cz tk nk paisey... but he told me tt could not b i msg girls jz for fun rite and tt was the time i reli got to noe tt i loved fazlin, but it was still a spark... so i didnt wan ppl to make fun of my syng so i said i liked serena... and i acted like i reli did like her. but i nv lost cntact wif fazlin... slowly i did like serena but not as much as i liked fazlin... so ok, i bcame steady wif serena for 1 mnth... i didnt reli paid attention to serena and tts kind of the reason for the short relationship...

anyway, back to fazlin, i knew tt she kind of hated me in sec 3 cz i got tis award tt she wanted... so i didnt reli ask anything to her... in sec 4 while i still cntacted her, i wanted to ask her weather she loved me bck( at that time the spark was a small matchstick flame)... but i heard one day wen she was toking to her friends sumting abt her boyfriend... and tt night itself i asked her... i asked sumting like " i heard u got a nw bf?" and she answered " ya, my 1 onli Nizam"... kind of heartbroken at tt point of time... but i don noe y i still kept trying...

a few months after tt i got to noe tt she and her boyfriend broke up bcz of sumting like he forced to kiss her... kind of angry wen i heard tt , i reli don noe y.... so ok i started to bcome more active at cntacting her...

and than our cntacting bcame late night calls... and one day i decided that "ok im going to tell her i love her tonight!!!" so ya i msged her and she koled me tt night... i wanted to tell her straight "Fazlin, kau tau, aku suka kau" but kind of afraid tt sudenly she would say ok ( while putting down the phone and nv cntacting me again).. the tot of it reli scares me... so i asked her who she likes... it was so hard to get her to tell me tt.... i toked to her until i could hear the morning birds chirping... long rite? our conversation started at abt 10-11pm u noe...hahahahaha... and finally she said ok, ill msg u who i liked... so she did... i tell u the exact msg which i still keep... it is ( bodoh, org yg aku suka tu kau la) haha... i tell u, at that moment i was soo happy tt i could kiss her thru the phone itself... it was on 13 november wen she said tt.... i still rmember clearly....

so 4 mnths after tt, in febuary 20 abt 1157pm she said tt we don't have any status.... haha, sarcasm... and at abt 1214-1215 like tt i asked her(very informally) and she said imm... haha... style....

so it started to blossom... first she treated me like shit seriously... but i dont noe y i wouldnt let her go... i remember 1 time i asked her weather she wanted to go home wif me... ahe said wat she normally said " anyting" so i said ok i wait la( i was having quite a fever tt day)... so i waited for her in the design studio and it was raining.... felt reli like dying.... reli sick... but i endured somehw... 615 i went down and saw firman... he was waiting for his gf at tt time... his gf came and he asked me weather am i waiting for fazlin... i said yes and walked with him to the art room to look for fazlin... she wasn there so we walked to the benches near the front gate... it was then wen i saw she going home wif her friend... firman shouted her name but i tink she didnt hear...after she got out of the scl and at the traffic light did she msg me tt she was going home wif her friend... i reli felt like jz leaving her but somehw i jz couldnt...

tt was our first battle against each other... haha cute... but slowly she changed to nw... last time she nv even touched me... nw i hug her and she hugs me bck... fell so happy having her in my hands... feeling of achieving in changing her heart... i don reli noe wat i did but i did it...

nw we r like the pictures u see above.... i reli reli reli reli reli LOVE U SAYANGKU FAZLIN BTE MOHD ARIFFIN...